Stupid Days!! Idiot!

As all of you know,
I'm really stupid..
Not stupid actually,
but only idiot..

I did very many funny mistakes..
Not funny for me but for others..

I can only told 1 story for all of you.
Because, It's just disgusting to remember all of it!!
YACKSS!!

Cat's Food

On that day,
I felt like I was a careless + stupid idiot..
I went to school early that day.
N of course, I had a chit chat with friends.

And suddenly I saw an aqua bottle filled with different snacks..
I thought it was delicious snack,
So I asked my friend, whether I could have some..
N she said just took as many as you want..

So, I took some,
It tasted like no tastes.. (Lol!)
Next, Cherry who saw me ate that thing,
Just shout out loud,
telling me that it was cat's food..
How idiot rite..

Luckily, I hadn't made it to my stomach,
I quickly go to dustbin, n threw it all..
wew~

But really, actually it didn't taste that bad ya know..

BUT!!! Don't try it.. lol! still disgusting to me..

I don't know what I told u this, funny or not,.

But at least this is experience rite..

Right now it's rainy day here..

If, your country is in rainy season,

please take care of yourself..

Don't make yourself get sick!!

If you need friend,

Here I am..

Because here, We Talk . Play . Love 

 

IU - Good Day

Why is the sky so much more blue?
Why is the breeze so perfect today?
Pretending like I don’t know
Like I didn’t hear a thing, like I erased it
Should we start talking about something else?
Should we kiss so we can’t say anything?

 

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

 

Was my recent hairstyle change bad?
Did I wear the wrong clothes?
Still pretending like I don’t know
Like I don’t remember
Should I act as if nothing happened?
Should I just say that we should go out?

 

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

 

Don’t say those kind of sad things
While looking at me like this
Is it that I’m childish or a bit slow?
I can’t believe it

Even though I’m crying, I smile
I block your way and I just smile widely
Why am I being like this, do I not have any shame?
I fold my pride up neatly and throw it up to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I might never be able to say again

 
I like you, oppa, aigoo, one, two
I’m in my dream

(It’s too beautiful, beautiful day)
(Make it a good day)
(Just don’t make me cry)

Such a good day

L.O.V.E in 1 Day...

For the honest,
I experienced this.. just last 3 days..
Okaayyy..
I knew H 1st May 2011,
We started introducing ourselves,
But, all we disscuss at first were about colleges..
Actually it was still 2 years more for me.
But you knew me, I like disscuss about colleges life :)

Soon, I have a heartbeat everytime H cares about me..
N it came to 2nd May 2011,
I told H, 'I like you'
n H agreed too,
So we had a relationship..


But 3rd May 2011,
H told me that H just accept the relationship to make me happy..
(Gosh), I cried for about 2 hours,
although I kept saying, I'm okay, I didn't crying or even angry.


I wasn't angry with H,
But myself..

Why I have to fall in love when It is impossible for me to take this love go through the long way..

But it had already happened, I can't do anything more..
This morning, I cried again when I woke up..
Chatting with H, will hurt me,
but, don't chat with H, will hurt me more.
I can't take this pain too much..
It hurts me a lot.


:(
Now, I'm okay after update here..

dear Bloggers,

it's not about who u will fall in love or when u will fall in love.

it's all about fade.

I do believe in fade.

But I do believe that fade can be changed..

So, make your own way..

Because, we cannot go back in time and change it.

But you can change yourself for the time :)

Because, I, myself, will change my own way to be better person :)

LonG Time No See :) Fellas! Dreams!

Too Long

Hy everybody....

Sori for my long hiatus!!..

Too busy.. Actually not busy.. Just didn't have a right time to update :)

Heii.. my shcool mark is better now.

You know, I'm proud of myself these days..

I don't know too

My mark wasn't the best out of all.. but at least, it's better than the last time.

Sometimes, I feel no need for me to feel proud of myself.

But Sometimes, I feel we have to feel proud of ourselves.

It's weird <For me>

~Friends~

My Besties (Ivan, Mega, Jessica, Vandani, Andry, Henk, Hartaty, Vivian)

They're doing well these days.

Mega is busy with her prompt night show

Jessica, Vandani, and Andry have already finished their National Tests..

It went well because of answers they got 6 hours before tests.

Well, it's tradition of this country from year to year.

<HoHo>

But actually I gonna miss Jessica n Vandani..

Coz, they're preparing everything to go abroad.

Hope they do best for their college life.

Hiks T.T

You know what I feel right.. 

It's hard to let them go.

T.T

I'll start crying everytime I remember it.

But, That's life.

We have to welcome n let it go.

Because, I'll gonna be the one soon :)

What I want to tell all of you is,

'No matter what happens, Although they're not with us,

still all of them will be in our heart (Forever)'

Sorry for the lecture..

Haha

Actually it is harder to study about friendship rather than love.

Friendship is more complicated than love.

I don't know whether you will agree or not.

But, from my experiences, it is friendship.

Hm...

New!

I used Blackberry now. Hoho..

But, I'm in the hard situation!

About the desktop manager.. n the os 6 for my bb curve kepler 9300..

Huhuhuhuhu!!

Please wish me finish it well.

Lol!!

Here my Pin : 26AFB844 :)

This is now me.. My self.. Ugly is it?

 Opinion Please!!! Opinion Opinion!!

These days, I got many fans you know.

Fans who call me with nickname, "Pretty Boy"

Is it that my face like girl's face??

Even teacher said like that too..

How bout you?

I put the photo that they said mostly like girl face.

Please give the comments if u mind :)

ohh..

Once I update,

I am so talkative even in blog world :D

Hope a great day for all of u..

Thanks for the chat n everything.

Sorry that I can't reply one by one fellas

But I always wished the best for all of you guys...

:)

HAPPY EASTER DAY!!

Last Year!! Part 1!

Satisfy!!

OH!!!

Holaa!!

Long time no c..

I'm sorry..

I'm too busy that I can't update here..

Hmm..

N about the photos I promised you last time,

I'm sorry, I can't upload now.

Because I haven't got the pics from Vandani.

But, I'll still upload them later.

Haha.

Hmm..

I have good news!!

I got my report last night.

But, I had to give it back to my teacher.

Coz, She just let us saw the rank n parallrel rank.

Hoho..

Although it's not good enough for me.

But, at least I am Satisfied!!

I got 27th from 56 students!!

N my position rank from all students were 487th from 1135 students.

last year, my rank was 783th from 1121 students.

HAHA!!

Now I can get my Black Berry!!

Hohohoho

LALALALALA!!

Hihihi.

Oh!!

I forgot about this one..

Although it's too late.. but,

HAppY NEW YeaR!!

Oh!!

N for my apologize to you,

because haven't uploaded the pictures last time.

Here, I'll give a pic teaser..

I'll be back again..
It's okay,
Because, I'll be back in 4 days (maybe)

haha

Have a great Sunday alL

Let's Chat . Choose . Clap again next time.. :)

Besties!!

Holla~

I'm back now.

I just finished my test just now.

Hey,..

I wanna asked you..

Actually when I posted here,

What topic you love the most??

-Love?

-Friends?

-My Life?

Hmm..

It's because,

last night,

My Seniors told me that they always watched my blog updates.

N they told mw that they love the 'Best-Friends' topic the most.

N they always love to see our photos.

That's why, I asked you.

The seniors told me too,

When update the Best Friends topic, I type it naturally.

Like I give my feelings here.

WOW!!

LOL!!

hihi..

Please choose.

hoho

And later I'll have a free time with my Best Friends.

N we're agree to watch TRON at cinema 21.

hoho

Hm..

You know,

This 8 days, I couldn't meet them...

It's because they had different trip(Time) from me.

All of them can meet each other except me.

T.T

But,

Today, I will have so many things to tell them about.

Uh!!!

I cried last night you know.

I cried because today I'll eventually meet them.

I MISS THEM BADLY

= )

I always hoped that I can give all my loves to them.

And I was so happy yesterday.

Mega texted me and told me everything that she hadn't told me about.

Oh..

It's already long time since she told me all of it.

Hihi.

Let's wished for her,

Oh My Dearest Beautiful Bestie Mega Loudspeaker,

I wished that there will be a good boy, that will give you his love only for you.

Amin..

Hihi..

Today, Vandani takes Camera too.

So, We'll have so many photos later.

So wait for my Photo update ok???

Let's

Talk . Play . Love

again. later!!!

See ya!!

Have a nice day!!