CSJH (The Grace) - Passion (My Everything)

Your thoughts, your expression
It makes me laugh
My happiness as well as my small sadness
You give them to me

There are times where I still fall for love
Slowly show me yourself
You're my all my everything
I feel you without making things difficult
That form, that passion

Don't forget it
Your serious gaze
Your promise whispered into my heart
The future sticks to those with you
I know that you can see
My jewel-like heart
So that you won't be pained, so you won't get hurt, I'll protect you

In a world of blunted sincerity
Open the road and show me
So that I can walk by your side
You're my all my everything
I feel you without making things difficult
That form, that passion
Don't forget it

Your serious gaze
Your promise whispered into my heart
The future sticks to those with you
And you always be
My all my everything

This is love
Something the heart commands
I can feel that the dreams aren't far
A thankful person
Having waited for a slow person like me
I'm going to focus on you
Make me yours

You're my all my everything
I know that time is going to give us hurt as well
But I'm not afraid
Living on with you
Sharing all our baggage
Being friends
I'll be here
Don't be uneasy

You're my all my everything
I feel you without making things difficult
That form, that passion
Don't forget it
Your serious gaze
Your promise whispered into my heart
The future sticks to those with you
Your glow of a beautiful form
And you always be my all
My everything

Dancing Life

1 again news from me.

I'm back to dance studio.

Hoho..

Hiatus for 1 year n few months,

now I'm back..

But now, I have to form my own group.
Yes, my group is still 5HY,
But the leader said that it's a community now,
So, I have to form the group, but under 5HY..
of course I agree..

With new personels,
Cherry, and Desy..
Actually we have to be 4..
But one of us, Sujud left our group.

I don't like him really..
It's not that I don't like him for no reasons,
we're using 'baby' song by Justin Bieber,
And we practice a lot.
At first I think that Desy will be the 1 who left this group first,
But, she is better than us.
You know,
out of us, she has the detailed dance steps than us,
Although, I have my smooth in dance,
n Cherry has the power feel for dance,
Still both of us don't have detailed steps than Desy.

Back to topic.
Sujud begin to be absent n absent..
At first, I think it was because of transportation,
He didn't ahve any transportation to bring him to studio,
But lately, I found him in the place near our studio.
It hurt me n others alot..

And later I found out that, he didn't like our hip-hop genre..
He likes break n break..
Urgh..
Actually I had plan,
If he's still in our group,
I want to ask my 5HY leader to help improve his breaking style by practising with other breakers.

But, I won't ever think of it anymore..
You know, we have finished our formation,
But we have 4 formation people, n all of us just 3 dancer..
1 spot is still wanted

I want to find the boy dancer.
But serious type.

Example,

you introduce your friend to your company,

but lately, he is absent n absent,

N he quit not more than 3 weeks,

Before he got in to your company,

he promised you to work harder.

But now if your friend is out,

what will you say to your manager??

although my 5HY leader wasn't angry with me,
still Sujud was my Responsibility that I had to take care,
wew..


By the way Our group name is 'Froze-ID'
Means, Frenzy Over Zealous..
And I am the leader..
Hehe


We have finished the formation of baby song.
But the formation consists 4 dancers,
and we are only 3 dancers,
so we have to hunt for boy dancer, but serious one.,


difficult,
but we have to..
Huhu..


These 2 weeks Cherry, Desy and I cannot practice at studio, because of test.
So, we will be back after the test.

N if we have already completed all,

I will upload the video dance here..

Please anticipate it.. :)

Have a great day Bloggers!!

Friendship.. Endless.. Wish.. Hope..

Hy..
Tomorrow, I'll have my semester (Final) exam..
N you know what?? I still can't understand my physics..
Beuhh..

Still, I hope I can pass this..
So I can pay back my 1 Year repeatation..

Hmm..
These I feel weird..
I don't know why,
but it's abouot my friendship.

I never want to have a problem between me n my friends..

But, they said that friendship without a problem isn't a true friendship.

Because friendship is about learning everytime you spent your time with your friends.

I do believe that..

But sometimes it makes me go crazy.
I do love my best friends more than I love myself.
I said like that, because they're precious..
They always help me when I was depressed.
Until now,
although I can't always meet with them.
Still, my love for them never change..
Because I just feel calm, n I do feel happy, n joy with them.


Some of them have graduated from school..
next year, 3 of my best friends will graduate too..
And I don't have anyone anymore except Vivi (The newcomers.. Lol!)
Sometimes, I cry if I remember these things..

This August, it will be 2 Years anniversary our friendship..

Hmm..
I think, I will ask them whether they want to celebrate it or not..


Hahahahahahahahahaha


All I can say is,
I love you.. Mega-Jessica-Vandani-Ivan-Steven-Andry-Vivi-Hartaty

Stupid Days!! Idiot!

As all of you know,
I'm really stupid..
Not stupid actually,
but only idiot..

I did very many funny mistakes..
Not funny for me but for others..

I can only told 1 story for all of you.
Because, It's just disgusting to remember all of it!!
YACKSS!!

Cat's Food

On that day,
I felt like I was a careless + stupid idiot..
I went to school early that day.
N of course, I had a chit chat with friends.

And suddenly I saw an aqua bottle filled with different snacks..
I thought it was delicious snack,
So I asked my friend, whether I could have some..
N she said just took as many as you want..

So, I took some,
It tasted like no tastes.. (Lol!)
Next, Cherry who saw me ate that thing,
Just shout out loud,
telling me that it was cat's food..
How idiot rite..

Luckily, I hadn't made it to my stomach,
I quickly go to dustbin, n threw it all..
wew~

But really, actually it didn't taste that bad ya know..

BUT!!! Don't try it.. lol! still disgusting to me..

I don't know what I told u this, funny or not,.

But at least this is experience rite..

Right now it's rainy day here..

If, your country is in rainy season,

please take care of yourself..

Don't make yourself get sick!!

If you need friend,

Here I am..

Because here, We Talk . Play . Love 

 

IU - Good Day

Why is the sky so much more blue?
Why is the breeze so perfect today?
Pretending like I don’t know
Like I didn’t hear a thing, like I erased it
Should we start talking about something else?
Should we kiss so we can’t say anything?

 

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

 

Was my recent hairstyle change bad?
Did I wear the wrong clothes?
Still pretending like I don’t know
Like I don’t remember
Should I act as if nothing happened?
Should I just say that we should go out?

 

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

 

Don’t say those kind of sad things
While looking at me like this
Is it that I’m childish or a bit slow?
I can’t believe it

Even though I’m crying, I smile
I block your way and I just smile widely
Why am I being like this, do I not have any shame?
I fold my pride up neatly and throw it up to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I might never be able to say again

 
I like you, oppa, aigoo, one, two
I’m in my dream

(It’s too beautiful, beautiful day)
(Make it a good day)
(Just don’t make me cry)

Such a good day

L.O.V.E in 1 Day...

For the honest,
I experienced this.. just last 3 days..
Okaayyy..
I knew H 1st May 2011,
We started introducing ourselves,
But, all we disscuss at first were about colleges..
Actually it was still 2 years more for me.
But you knew me, I like disscuss about colleges life :)

Soon, I have a heartbeat everytime H cares about me..
N it came to 2nd May 2011,
I told H, 'I like you'
n H agreed too,
So we had a relationship..


But 3rd May 2011,
H told me that H just accept the relationship to make me happy..
(Gosh), I cried for about 2 hours,
although I kept saying, I'm okay, I didn't crying or even angry.


I wasn't angry with H,
But myself..

Why I have to fall in love when It is impossible for me to take this love go through the long way..

But it had already happened, I can't do anything more..
This morning, I cried again when I woke up..
Chatting with H, will hurt me,
but, don't chat with H, will hurt me more.
I can't take this pain too much..
It hurts me a lot.


:(
Now, I'm okay after update here..

dear Bloggers,

it's not about who u will fall in love or when u will fall in love.

it's all about fade.

I do believe in fade.

But I do believe that fade can be changed..

So, make your own way..

Because, we cannot go back in time and change it.

But you can change yourself for the time :)

Because, I, myself, will change my own way to be better person :)