Happy - Sad - Mix!!

Hy all..

This is second post I promised last time.

This will be a long long stories..

It's okay..

I've prepared my eyes' power for this post..

You may choose :

1.Happy first, or

2.Sad first??

I bet many of you will choose better the happy first.

-I'm in Love-

I never know I'll be in love with someone like this way..

When She sit beside me,

I'm still okay.

But later, when she look at my notebook, (means her face come closer)

My heart beat so fast.. thumping so fast that I can't breathe.

As one my friend know,

If I say I'm in love with a girl, I just like.. Not love.

This time. I can't lie myself.

Maybe some of you will guess what type she is..

She's smart, boyish, kind, friendly, not talkative-emotional-sensitive types.

She's white, and not short.. I guess 165 something.

The best look from her is her nose.

hahahaha

But I'm afraid of something too..

If later, she know that I like her,

She won't act like usual to me anymore. I mean.. take distances from us.

Yet, I'm not sure I can get her.

She's type that want to finish her study first.

Being her friend is enough for me.

As long as I can text her every night of course.. kekekeke

I can't tell who is she.. I'm sorry.

Because, Just fews who know about this.

I don't want her to know.

HAHAHAHAHA

But, this is the first time I love someone like this.

akakakakaka..

Tell me or give me an idea if you've ever felt like this.

=3

Oh.. almost forget.. I call her 'Chip-Munk' in my phone contact..

LOL

Now.Sad news.. ~.~"

I wished the computer restart on its own.

I had my worse time thinking of this shit things.

Well, I was left for 1 year at school,

means I didn't graduate my first year of senior high school.. Repeat for 1 year.

Sometimes when I thought about my family.

I cried myself..

I never think this will happen o me.

I just want they be proud of me.. happy of me..

without worrying anything that can make them sad.

I know I'm not stupid like have a low IQ..

I just careless..

Mom.. Dad.. Sorry of making both of you cry..

I'm not a good son for you.

But from now on, from the last experience,

I will study how to cost this life..

This life is too precious.. =)

[Mega..

I'm sorry for you dear,

I can't help you like sitting beside you and hear your stories..

But, When I had a time, I will go to your place, n you can share all stories..

Don't cry like that anymore..

Don't cry for him..

Just remember we will always have a place for you..]

So many love troubles in this world..

agree??

You hate love??

I don't agree for this one..

Because I'm in love..

You hate it because you're never loved my him/her..

Trust me it will happen to you soon or later.. =)